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My self realization and the need to dig deeper in understanding the dark parts of myself led me to writing poetry and lyrics for my music. It made me able to Consciously see these behaviors. I'd write out these parts of myself in a way that seemed fucked up and in need of change. If anybody relates and needs help with the same, I'm providing a subscription to my self healing writings. Thank you everyone. New content will be added consistently.
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Literature
This Is How I Suffocate
Memories died on a tongue-tied synapse
while my rabbit heart raced through the nightmare,
skinned alive and breaking on the concrete.
Literature
Truncated Timeline
The last time I saw you, you were bedridden and half-coherent That goodbye was a very sloppy one; both of us were hindered In our own ways I remember when you talked about getting back to normal, as if You planned on making Death wait a few more decades; I had No doubt that you would regain your basic functions I know better than to be optimistic like that I'm used to undeserved misery, but why did it have to spill over to you? I've always wanted to die after you, but why did it have to be so soon? It's a horrible part of life, but why does it only happen when there's hope? Questions that no human being can answer I would ask God, but he's never replied-- why would he this time? All I can do is mourn the loss of a man who was the closest thing to A father that I will ever have So intelligent, knowledgeable, brave, considerate, and generous A great example of someone who's broken but full of potential The apotheosis of a family-oriented individual And the only one who was anything
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I used words that I hear almost daily if not multiple times throughout the day.
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